There’s a saying that you either love or hate your roommate. I don’t know how true this is, but I’m about to find out.

How am I supposed to go about this?

Are we supposed to do everything together?

Or do we give each other our own space?

Tan Asian girl from New Jersey without a boyfriend meet Caucasian girl from California with a boyfriend. From our backgrounds we seem so different already. Is this even going to work out?

I guess I’m getting anxious about college. Can I even handle it? Just the thought of the upcoming year is giving me anxiety. I mean, I know I will be able to handle it, as long as I keep my focus, but you just don’t know, you know? There’s just no way to see the future. Everything is still a mystery. High school was one thing, but will I be able to accomplish everything I’m aiming for? Am I as intelligent as I think I am? Or am I just some mediocre student who happened to do well in high school because of chance?

So really, this whole anxiety thing has nothing to do with my roommate. I’m just worrying about my capabilities. And I’m just rambling on, and this post has no organization. It’s just thoughts and words coming out from my fingers and onto the screen. 

Disorganized.

What am I going to do with myself?